It's completely made my day to hear this!! You're a fighter and a trooper,
@Byron ! kicking cancer butt!!
I hope you're feeling stronger and not so wiped out from the treatment. It's certainly been wonderful to see you posting here much more; I was hoping that was a good sign that you were feeling better in yourself at least!
I'm sorry that you had to give your tanks away - but I still think you did the right thing. At the time you were really struggling with the mediations and feeling guilty about not being able to maintain them as much as you'd like, and pushing yourself to look after them when you needed to conserve your strength to look after you. Adding the worry about what might happen to them if you lost your fight... it gave you peace of mind when you needed it.
Now that things are different, you could always consider whether a smaller and easily maintained tank is possible, if you wanted! You did the right thing at the time you had to, and I know you'll make the right choice now that circumstances have changed, in deciding whether to get another tank.