I'm still here, just more selective in which threads I am active.
Byron, I was aware of it that you had health issues but I didn't know you have cancer. I'm so sorry to hear. From one cancer patient to another cancer patient: Life is not without wonders...
I'm dealing with cancer for 10 years now. Before my cancer I was already dealing with severe health issues and the medics gave up on me. But during my state of cancer, I was given up by medics twice. I've survived all three times after I got the message not to live much longer. This year I was suppose to be declared free of cancer but another tumor grew in my left kidney. I shouldn't be worried is what the medics told me. But when I showed up to discuss the surgery, I was told that we've waited too long. And if I would have surgery, there would be a chance of more than 80% that I wouldn't leave the table alive. I had to make a hard choice as well. As if it wasn't enough, two weeks ago, they've discovered a second tumor.
But I'm still here. Just like you, I'm aware of how someone can feel and what risks are involved. Every time the medics were thinking that I would be free of cancer, I got metastases. I've learned to accept that I am sick and I've accepted the risks involved. After doing that, I had much more internal rest in myself. I take the days the way they come. I've accepted the bad days and the better days. I'm deliberately not using the word "good". For it's not optimal. I also completely understand that saying: Stay positive... is not always that easy to do. But trying to stay positive is a good start.
I want you to try to look at this: I'm using also soursop. In Indonesia they've got good results with that to treat cancer. But in Europe it's not recognized as being a natural help to fight cancer. I'm taking this every day. I'm not telling you to use this. But I'm asking you to look into it. Maybe it's worth to try. As a fellow cancer patient, I'm feeling for you. So, if I can be of any help, I'll be happy to be there for you.
Over here a photo of a flask of soursop capsules.
When family is coming over from Indonesia, they all bring this along for me. But it should also be available in your country.
I've read that you don't believe in God. And that's totally okay. But I'll be praying for you...