well, i am very self aware, by breeding i meant the whole 9 yards from conditioning, egg laying or other way of making eggs, hatching, rearing, growing, selling, restarting.
But someone who says, oh thats what i mean, i dont like that, so if i dont like it, i take it that other people may not like it, i get super self aware, then get paranoid, then try to edit it and add other stuff only to see other people have read it, and then i think i look like a fool for a few months until i finally forget about it.
"but considering how offended you become after people misunderstand you or disagree with you"
So yes, i would and did think i seemed helpless, you got a problem with that then call a psychiatrist for me, im also sensitive which is probably genetics so i guess you cant fix that.