I used to not have courage like that, but the thing that happens to me THEN is that all the way home I think about how I COULD have done something and chose not to. Then I cry. And then I think for days about how I SHOULD have done something.
I'm one of THOSE people who thinks and thinks and thinks about things, so now I think them thru before the situation passes me by, and think of what I should do so as not to look back and say "I wish I had........."
If that makes any sense.
I'm somewhat psychotic when it comes to animals - I am EXTREMELY passionate about them - cuz well, they don't have a voice, and while they might well be trying to scream at the top of their fishy voices that they're sick, or hungry, or dying, no one hears them. SO... sometimes I do their screaming, ranting and raving for them.
I think PetWorld hates to see me come in the door now, cuz I go up and down the fishtanks, thoroughly scanning them all and point out dead fish and fish that have other ailments, although they're pretty good there. The other night I pointed out a little cory whose eye was so badly infected with popeye that the whole thing had turned white. The poor dear was sort of bobbing around up at the top. The guy came over and was genuniely disappointed. He was dashing around getting things to scoop him up and take him back for treatment, although the fish was obviously going to lose an eye. If I had a place for a cory, I'd have taken him home with me that day. All my fish have some sort of oddball-ness to them, and I love it. I feel great knowing that these little guys wound up with me and they'll be loved dearly until they day they go on to a better place, but while they're here we love them all just the same, even tho they're a bit "different".
just fyi - the "differences in my fish" are:
Amos has a gill defect - only one side of his gills flare out when he flares.
Harvey has sunken eyes, always has
Archie has some odd colorings on his head - he sort of looks like a snake - but it also looks like he's got a green batman mask on, and right now his fins are so badly shredded he looks like the grim reaper swimming around (his body is black and his fins are red/blue)
I love 'em.