Oooohhh. Tattoo time.
I only have one. It hurt, so I'll likely not be getting anymore!!
It says, "Audaces Fortuna Iuvat."
PhoenixBaby...I think you're too cute of a girl to have such low self-esteem, and although modeling in nude photos may feel like it helps you, I can't see it really doing that. If anything it only shows how low your self-esteem really is, and that's never good. I can understand why your ex didn't like your modeling. Maybe he didn't want your goodies to be on display for any creepy, horny guy to look at. Personally, I respect that in a man. Putting a woman out there in such light as that is only using her body as an object, and not really showing her as a person. It will cause many people to lose respect for you...especially men...whether they say so or not. There's nothing left to be chased when it's all given upfront. Anyhow, that's just my opinion/thoughts.
It's kind of like...when someone has a secret and they won't tell you, you really REALLY want to know what it is. There's the mystery factor...that's what people chase after. If someone just walks around blabbing all their secrets, eventually people get tired of it and don't want to listen to it at all. That's the best metaphor I have. Hah...
SO...PLEASE take this, from one girl to another, and think about it. Just realize you don't have to put on a huge show to be noticed. Just walking outside and grinning at someone with your pretty smile and eyes is enough.