EllieJellyEllie
Fish Addict
So I have had alot of experiences since August. Normally I will have 1 or 2 a month, but since August its been 1 or 2 a week.
Now normally this would be awesome and amazing, but since I have deeloped severe anxiety and random panic attacks.
I will give you some backround. So since December, when my great grandmother died, I have been "with" the spirits. When my guinea pig died in Mwy, that was my first real experience. In August my other guinea pig died, my dog of 13 years died, and my brother got into a car accident, everything ended up really vivid. And confusing. I know for a fact none of them are fear, theyareangels to protect me and my family. Its just that feeling.
The first one was right after my dogs death. I had a feeling of releif, saftey. Suddenly I heard scratching at the door, me and Beck looked over, and I had an urgw to let him in and cry.
Another experience was at dinner. I was sitting at the end of the the table, which has a veiw of the side door. It was me, my mom, and my grandmother. I had an urge to look towards the door, and I saw an pob. Big. It wasn't disappearing, like normal. Instead it was floating around that same area, for about ten minutes. This was me looking back and away, over and over. That was a feeling of releif. Just, security.
I just had an experience. A shadow figure swept across my room, again, a good sense, but then I went into sleep paralysis and got a bad feeling and forced myself to situp. Its was like a war...
Now normally this would be awesome and amazing, but since I have deeloped severe anxiety and random panic attacks.
I will give you some backround. So since December, when my great grandmother died, I have been "with" the spirits. When my guinea pig died in Mwy, that was my first real experience. In August my other guinea pig died, my dog of 13 years died, and my brother got into a car accident, everything ended up really vivid. And confusing. I know for a fact none of them are fear, theyareangels to protect me and my family. Its just that feeling.
The first one was right after my dogs death. I had a feeling of releif, saftey. Suddenly I heard scratching at the door, me and Beck looked over, and I had an urgw to let him in and cry.
Another experience was at dinner. I was sitting at the end of the the table, which has a veiw of the side door. It was me, my mom, and my grandmother. I had an urge to look towards the door, and I saw an pob. Big. It wasn't disappearing, like normal. Instead it was floating around that same area, for about ten minutes. This was me looking back and away, over and over. That was a feeling of releif. Just, security.
I just had an experience. A shadow figure swept across my room, again, a good sense, but then I went into sleep paralysis and got a bad feeling and forced myself to situp. Its was like a war...