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Back to hunting stories. Feel free to skip down six paragraphs or so if you want the short version of this weekend's hunt.
I drove out to the desert early Saturday morning for one more weekend of hunting. It's about a two hour drive, so I have to be on the road around 5 to be out there at first light. I spotted a herd of elk at sunrise, feeding about four miles away out on a huge sagebrush flat. I drove as close as I dared--within a couple miles or so--and began a stalk. The herd had about 20 cows, a huge herd bull, and several smaller but still very nice subordinate bulls. But other hunters were in the area, and long before I got close, they got spooked by people driving around. That became the pattern of the day. There were a crazy number of hunters in the area. I had four stalks blown by road hunters, and spent a good part of the day watching people chase the herd back and forth across the flat in their pickups. Definitely not the way I want to hunt. My ideal is for the animal to die before it realizes anything is wrong, or at very least to stalk one and kill it in a match of skill. I felt bad for these elk--they ran all-out, probably 10-15 miles that day. Some time in the afternoon, they finally disappeared, probably by running clear out of the area.
The day hunters all left during the afternoon and things quieted down. Right at sundown, glassing from the top of a ridge, I spotted an elk grazing several miles away. I hopped in the truck and headed that way, knowing I would never be able to get close before sundown, stalking being slow business.
Driving down a big draw, I jumped a bull off his bed. He was really big, the bull of a lifetime, for me at least. I stepped out of the truck and got him in my scope, but I decided to pass on the shot. Part of it was that he was a little too far away for my liking. I really hate missing. But honestly, I'm fairly sure I could have made the shot. It was more than that...I just felt sorry for him. He was very reluctant to run away, and I'm sure he was the big bull from that herd that had been run all over the country that morning. Such a magnificent animal that has lived to be so huge, in such a harsh environment...I couldn't help feeling that he deserved a better death than that. It didn't seem quite right killing him when he was obviously exhausted and when I had put in no work to get close to him. I figured he needed a chance to rest up before I took him on, so I watched him through the scope as he trotted slowly over the hill and out of sight. Rest up, buddy. I'll be seeing you tomorrow when you're at your best again.
I spent the next day second-guessing that decision. To be honest, I felt sick about it. I had been sure that the big bull would still be in the immediate area, but I didn't see a single elk the entire day. Most of them had been run out of the area, and the rest seemed to be laying low. Hard to blame them. But now there was only one day left in the season, I still had no meat in the freezer for my family, and I knew I had passed on a huge bull the night before. Those are hard realities to swallow when you're spending hour after hour alone, looking through binoculars at the empty desert, searching for something that just isn't there.
Sunday night was hard. Even without the severe hits on my morale, camping in the desert is kind of miserable: No shade, no shelter, no firewood, not even a tree or decent sized bush in sight. You just park on the side of the road somewhere, and that's camp. It was going well below freezing at night, and very windy. I was very grateful for my warm sleeping bag and the relatively wind-proof topper on my truck.
Monday morning I spotted what I thought was an elk four or five miles away. The wind was wicked and I was really cold, so I jumped in the truck and drove that way, hoping to get close enough for a stalk. Once I was within a couple miles, I could tell it was just a horse. But the antelope were out grazing, and they're always good company. So I spent the morning driving the two-trackers, pausing frequently to glass the distant flats and ridges. Around ten o'clock, I decided to call it quits and head home. It was the last day of the two-month long season.