FishyLoveBug
Fish Crazy
I woke up today to fid that Breezer had passed away sometime during the night. It came as a huge shock because last night he was acting so much better for a few hours and even ate one of his pellets. Right before bed I noticed him slowing down again and just thought it was because he was probably still recovering.I find mysel constantly looking at his little tank to check on how he is doing, I didnt relize what a habit it had become these last few weeks.
I cried for about an hour, he was my first beta and a good little man. He loved his silk plants and flaring at our cat to show her who was boss. He loved to lounge by his heater and play in the new tank water bubbles. He loved to play tag with my finger as I circled it around the outside of the tank and flaring at my mango lotion bottle. Even when he was sick he would always struggle to the side of the tank in the mornings to say hello.
Im happy he is not suffering anymore and know he is in betta heaven.
Rest in peace Breezer, mommy loves you.
. I know what you mean about constantly watching them from worry, I did that a lot too, I didn't even realize how drained I was from worrying until it was over and I felt a huge weariness settle over me. Even now I find myself anxiously watching the new boys for any bad signs, and today when I was cleaning the tanks I was beyond thorough and I'm still worrying and fretting. 
