stubby
Whatever you do, dont give up because of this. Its happened to most of us in the past. I had an incident with a bronze cory baby that i had bred, didnt have a cover on the tank, jumped out and i didnt find him for a few hours.
Unfortunately its all part of keeping animals, they live, you get attatched but eventually they have to die.
Fishkeeping is definately worth the money and effort.